unplugged.

So I have to admit that last post was a bit dramatic.

However it doesn't really change the way I feel about things much. There's still drama, though it has begun to subside.

I notice that I am feeling particularly numb today though. I think it is a culmination of things contributing to this newfound numbness. Too much reading, too much writing, too much thinking, too much drinking, too much drama, and defintely not enough sleep. It leaves a person feeling a bit drained. Shit.

I'm supposed to go to my parents house today and I really, really don't want to. However, I did tell them for the past three days that I would be coming, but I keep pushing it back because I've had so much shit going on lately, plus I didn't really want to take time to visit. I do have a giant bag of laundry in my backseat and it REALLY needs to get done. All I really want to do though is sit on my ass and watch some TV in our newly figured living room.

This semester is going to kick my ass. Did I mention that? I don't think I've read this much since...well since I don't know when. If it's not modern renaissance drama, critical theory, or historical documents, then it's some really depressing 20th century literature. A lovely time indeed.

I need a nap now.